Definition: not in perfect balance; a bit askew
I've been feeling a bit off balance the past few days. I can't put my finger on why.
Things are good. I'm getting settled in my new home and have turned in the keys to the old one. I leave the house in workout clothes every day. I'm picking up more private clients at the pilates studio. I've been asked to coordinate an art workshop for girls. I have all kinds of flexibility with work. What could be wrong?
Maybe its that I may have a mouse in the house and while one mouse I can live with...a family of them...not so much.
Maybe its that I am busier now than I was while working full time and the month of May has really flown by.
Maybe its that I did yardwork on Saturday and am feeling sore in places I haven't in ages.
Maybe its that while I know the light overpowers the dark, I need to be ok with a little dark once in awhile.
Maybe its that May is always a tough month.
Maybe its that my birthday is coming up and I'm turning 44...nah, I like birthdays and I don't feel my age...can't be that!
Whatever "IT" is, I need to be OK with not being ok all the time. This too shall pass, I need to let go of trying to fix it.